Too Much Sugar.

Getting everything right and in proportion is perhaps one of my biggest challenges. I can't ever seem to get an equal measure of things. Either I am elated and full of beans, or as I am now - On a natural sugar rush which makes me feel odd and in a lull. 


Natures Path claims there OPTIMUM (cinnamon:blueberry:flaxseed) is high in fibre and omega 3 - did it mention it's riddled with sugar? And added to my soy yoghurt (with naturally dried apricots) I am in a severe need of a black coffee and dark room. 

If I can't have a dark room I am happy to have a strong coffee. Or alternatively - I might change this BLOG SITE really into something more constructive, I mean.... I don't have anyone following me really..... For anyone knows I could be crying out for help with my first thing of the day natural sugar overdose. Come on People. SAVE ME!!! 

The Hyporcrit Within

As I sit here, I listen to a man who recently decided that it wasn't such 'a wonderful life' and work on a concept that I honestly doubt will ever see the light of day. As a result, it begs me to think WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE????

Its not a question I haven't thought of before, and I am positive that everyone I know has thought exactly the same thing, so it's not a unique or an exceptional question; what it is in actual fact is a kick up the arse.
I am dying of creative bordem. I am in fact being quite spoilt and my curl is twisting on my forehead, but I mean... I am not doing the creative things I want to do. Who's fault is it? Well, mine of course. It's my own insecurities that have lead me down a path of a corporate freeway, only once indicating off and it ended in a horrendous collison of opinion. So where does this leave me? I suppose I could do something out of the Monday to Friday 8/5:30 - But everyone says that and how many do?

It's all to distracting and I feel like a complete fraud. A hyporcrit. How can I instruct designers, if I havent developed my own inner creative giant?